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nokna
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bad, bad day.
woke up early and just watched Nok sleeping.
bought to mind lines from 2 songs.
'But you still live in those days when i'd stay awake and watch you sleeping'-Aimee Mann.
'I count your eyelashes, secretly, with every one whisper I love you.
I let you sleep, I know your closed eye watching me, listening, I thought I saw a smile'-rem (at the time she was obviously dreaming and her eyelashes were really moving around.
i looked at her and thought how beautiful she was and what a lucky man I was (those of you who have seen her picture know what I mean).
got up and showered and started to pack.
i was going to BKK today for 3 nights.
Nok woke up and I joined her on the bed and we just enjoyed holding each other and talking.
now in the past Nok had lied to me many times and I normally found out and this had caused many problems between us and it had got to the stage where everything she said I took with a pinch of salt.
i thought it was sad that I felt this way.
she told me she had gone home in Feb and helped in the building of her new family home and also worked many days in the fields.
i looked at her closely and she was really dark now, darker than normal for an Isaan girl and I believed that she was at home.
she had not mailed me for 3 months and knew that in her village they didn't even have running water, let alone internet access, so I accepted her story.
she had lost a lot of weight and I could put my fingers around her upper arm and my thumb and forefinger would touch and I felt sad.
in Nov 2001, she had mailed me and asked for 30, 000B as she needed an operation and I had just passed it off as a scam and ignored her.
now it seemed she had a big problem with her stomach and did need an operation, but kept putting it off as she was scared she would not wake uo and her son would be left without a mother.
This choked me big time, suffering because she thought of her son more than herself.
Her bag was full of pills and lotions she had to take everyday and she had to go to Phuket Town every Friday for injections at a cost of 500 bt a time and I know, for I went with her once.
first bad news of the day, got my plane ticket and looked for my Passport, nowhere to be found.
The previous day I had spilt drink on my jeans and had picked up the another pair when I got back to the room and later in the evening I realised my Passport was in the back pocket.
Now no sign of the Passport in the pocket and I tore my room apart looking for if, but no joy.
Realised I had either lost it or had been a victim of a pickpocket.
rang up Thai Airways and asked if I could still fly to BKK without passport and was told no.
Stupid law/rule, which says you cannot fly internal without a passport.
by now realised that my trip to BKK was off and rang up the hotel in BKK and cancelled the reservation and than rang Mistress Gaow.
rang her on her mobile and delivered the bad news.
i could tell she was not happy at me cancelling at 5 hours notice, but what could I do?
later sent her a private mail and she replied in a sympathetic mode, but I felt (and still do) really bad at having to cancel.
i made the arrangements to see her and her friends, Ang and Tip months in advance and I did feel a real barstard at letting her down.
also I had hyped myself up to all the perverted things that would happen that night and now it was all a no-go.
also had to inform Members of this Forum I could not attend the RT in a couple of days and that was a disappointment as well, wanted to put faces to names.
had to get in touch with a couple of people from another Forum who I had arranged to meet and cancel.
i was so pissed off.
i have never spent quality time in BKK and was looking forward to visiting all the places I have read about, Soi Cowboy, NEP, Edens, Annies and a BJ Bar or 2, but now no way and I was really fed up.
Nok and I left the room (no sex this morning, I was so pissed off I didn't want it) and went for lunch and a drink.
Took Nok to my 2nd favourite Thai eaterie and then onto Kangaroo Bar and the 3 girls behind the bar and my 4 friends were surprised to see me.
They all knew I was going to BKK, and I now had to explain why I hadn't gone.
after a while we moved onto to see Khag and she had a good laugh when she saw Nok and I together.
she had seen our relationship go through the ups and downs for a year, but was not surprised to see us together.
Khag knew how Nok and I felt about each other.
chatting to Nok and I asked about Bud, her best friend and roommate.
i've always wanted Bud, but she would never go with me, much to my annoyance.
Nok told me Bud had gone home to chaing rai a few weeks earlier and I was pissed off again.
after my last trip, Bud and I had kept in touch and she had told me she had decided she did want me on my next visit and told me everything she wanted us to do.
i really wanted to sleep with her (well, not a lot of sleeping really) and was looking forward to seeing her, but now was told she was out of town.
she had said she wanted to take me to Chaing Rai and see the area and I was up for it, but that was now cancelled as she was already there.
Nok said she would ring Bud and tell her to come back to Patong and to my joy, after Nok had rang her she told me Bud had come back to Patong that day and would meet us in 30 minutes.
chatting to Nok and she opened up and told me things I didn't really want to hear.
i know she's a BG and I accept what she does when I'm not around, but I don't really want know the details.
she told me she continued to work in Pink Panther as most of the girls there were not that attractive (i agreed) and she knew she could get many men.
she was not like the normal Go-Go dancer who just shuffles their feet, she put her all into dancing and was very sexy.
she told me many times a man would be with another girl and then see her dancing and abandon the first girl and want Nok.
she told me if she didn't really want a man she would tell him 5000 bt for one hour and many times the man would say OK.
she also told me she would often go with 2-3 men S/T during her shift and then after work look for a man L/T.
I didn't want to hear this, not good for me.
She had sent 300, 000B home in 6 months since I had seen her to pay for the new house and I knew then she was probably a hardened BG.
300, 000 Is a lot in my eyes in 6 months.
we were now in daylight and I noticed how she looked.
unlike most Thai's, she was not blessed with the good skin.
Nok was always prone to spots and I saw how her cheeks were really pock marked, like she might have had Smallpox as a child.
she was self conscious about this and tried to cover her face up with make-up, but I told her not to have too much make-up.
to me she was still still 'soo-ay poo-ying'.
in Khags bar ther was a set of scales and I weighed Nok and she was only 76 pounds!!!.
only 5 1/2 stone and I was really worried about her.
sitting there chatting to Nok and Khag and suddenly I felt a pair of arms encircle my waist and kisses on the back of my neck.
turned around and it was Bud, the Girl of my dreams.
Bud was Burmese, but her family had moved to Thailand in 1984 due to the political unrest in Burma.
I had know her for one year (same as Nok), but because I was always with Nok she would never go with me.
after my last visit to LOS, we kept in touch and she told me she wanted me and told me all the things she wanted us to do together.
however, as we talked now she told me that she was only joking and wouldn't sleep with me.
after my disapointments earlier in the day, the last thing I wanted to hear was a Girl telling me she wouldn't f*ck me.
i had had a few beers and not happy with all that had gone on before and my attitude was really bad.
if Bud didn't want to f*ck me, then I would not see Nok again.
i didn't say anything to either of them and when they announced that they had to go home and get ready for work, I just told them O.K., I'll see you later.
was really pissed off and wanted nothing to do with either of them and went for a few more drinks.
done my normal thing, shower, change etc and then out for the night.
went to my usual places and chatted to friends and had a few beers and had no plans for taking a Girl home.
i am really boring when it comes to Patong I am a creature of habit.
i do not know how many bars in Patong, but I stick to the same ones.
i have only drank in 18 bars and only 8 were regulars, where I had gone more than once.
the last place I visited was Dannys in Soi Eric and when it closed I started to walk back to my room.
walked past Soi Seadragon and suddely I was grabbed by the arm and when I looked to see who the perpretator was, I was overjoyed.
on the first day of this trip I had gone to a bar looking for a favourite of mine called Sa, but she was missing and was at home.
well she was the one who had grabbed me.
we got talking and it seemed she had been told I was in Patong and had asked about her and she just waited at the end of Seadragon, just in case I walked past.
i was so pleased to see her and just asked her if she wanted to come with me? and she just said yes.
back to the room and a good time was had by me.
Sa was good in bed and always seemed eager to please.
and I was also ahead in a plan I had decided on before I had arrived.
i was here for 26 nights and I wanted 26 different women in that time and Sa was my 6th in 4 nights.
3 had been previous friends, so only 3 new ones really but a Girl is a Girl.
the last 2 days had been a bonus with me finding Nok, Sa and Khag but the moment was spoilt a little by Bud telling me she still wouldn't let me f*ck her....
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