I have wondered when the flame calls me and I surrender once again to the eternal calling- how many feel like moths here?
Sure guys in the first 0-5 years wont notice the pattern-
Maybe some in the 5-10 year mark will notice they simply just cant keep away-
Eventually, like alcoholics you lie to yourself-
"its under control"
But in the end - marriages later - countless girlfriends - and sacrifices it becomes clearer-
Its a surrender - you know its deeper than just attraction-
Its a craving and feast of a primitive desire that demands its flesh -
Those little white, blue, and pink panties and tight f***ing c*** moist and ready- youth and smiles -
What beats that?
Love?
Well its fleeting at times todays long time lover is tomorrows Bitch from hell-
Is it the tight perverse arsehole and total domination of the girl involved on top of her pussy and mouth work that make the potent cocktail that I cant miss for too long-
The hedonistic freedom of choice?
The blessing of nature exploring the flesh of delights ?
Soon it ends in death - Time passes-
There is a freedom as well as a prison involved here-
Thai woman refer to nature to discribe this act of impulse-
they see it in nature-
In the west your called a "f***ing sleaze and low life"
In Asia your afforded the metamorphoisis of a grub taking flight"
Butterfly...is what they say-
Seems nicer to me - more natural and direct-
Whatever it has a natural ring-
If it helps Chimps our closest relations dna wise are bigger butterlflies
There lies the paradoxical silliness of an asian hooker-
On one hand they rely on Butterflies to earn their keep - and in the same measure scorn the man for not stopping it-