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silentbob1234
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Quote: from invaderzim on 3:21 am on May 15, 2003
I sympathize with you bro I am a young guy good looking great shape good job hard working I should be at the happiest times of my life but no I am disabled, not badly at all mind you, but enough to put me at the bottom of the social ladder girls in the US wont spare the spit to spit on me relationships and sex over here are SO important to women its power and sex and love are traded in general by 'prestige value' rather than money women over here wouldnt even consider dating me not in thier worst nightmares how would they explain dating a disabled to thier friends and family?. think of the embarassment thier friends whispering behind thier backs "ooo she must be slummin it" "whats wrong with her" what would everyone else think.
through my experience in the US dating women wont date you unless you enhance them somehow generally through prestige value ie
money
social status
material possessions
power
fame/recognition
girls in my age here generally seem not care if your a nice guy they just care about how being with you will look to everyone else I obviously have a negative effect on enhancement and have been burned bad and cruely on most 1st dates dont get me wong Ive had girlfriends but thier eith hot with horrible unbearable personalities or flabby/ugly but really nice... also im not the most popular bloak amogst dudes either no ones putting up too much of an effort to be the chum of a handicap
needless to say im alone alot
when I went to thailand it was a complete reversal of my life for I was treated exactly opposite the way I was treated in the US it was literally like paradise I wasnt some shmuck cripple anymore I was some kind of rock star!
Now im back in the us it was bad for the first 3 weeks back being a nobody again but aftrer a while I realized hey I can go back there again in a little while and theres nothing stopping me im going again in 2 weeks... then I wont be able to go again till next year that will be tough.. but I can always go back theres always a place I can go perhaps I can live thier someday if I had the western money coming in regularly(a goal) so at least thers always hope and thats better than nothing
now I just laugh at the girls that look down thier noses at me and at the pathetic girls that I fawned over here before thier so revolting compared to tgs bunch of fat disgusting pigs uggh how I loathe them
so anyways thats my outake on it
Ah yes, from the low valleys of the West to high atop the mountain in LOS. Well said and well put bro. Irregardless of the feelings of most of the "Western Winches", there is ALWAYS A place to go. ALWAYS an alternative. So long as you got $ for a plane ticket and a passport, of course.
141 days!
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Posted on: 4:55 pm on May 14, 2003
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nokna
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the LOS blues?.
not good and the last few days i have experienced them again.
almost a year since i was last there and forced myself to bring things around.
but the last few days have been bad,certain things triggered memories and i am now sad again.
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Posted on: 5:43 pm on May 14, 2003
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PopSecret
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nokna, you are the de facto master of LOS and FR's. If even you are depressed after leaving LOS nearly a year ago, what hope is there for us newbies? 
Do you mind if I ask why you forced yourself to leave?
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Posted on: 6:28 pm on May 14, 2003
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nokna
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"Do you mind if I ask why you forced yourself to leave?"
no no you get me wrong,i forced myself to get over my feelings and lead a normal life.
i finally got my feelings under control and began to get back to normal.
but this thread and other things have bought back memories which make it hard for me.
thank god i have my Filipino friend to fall back on.
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Posted on: 11:43 pm on May 14, 2003
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BigDUSA
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Thailand is the best drug, I've ever used. The addiction grows stronger each time I'm here. The time between trips grows shorter and the amount of time I spend thinking about Thailand grows longer with each passing day.
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Posted on: 8:00 am on May 22, 2003
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JackRabbit
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JackRabbit present...
Well spoken , bro !
Hopefully I get my next trip under 6 months from now !
2 months back here and I am f***ing bored...
JR
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Posted on: 8:10 am on May 22, 2003
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Lofty
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God Bigdusa, I could have posted that word for word.
I have worked out that on the current scale with the periods between trips to LOS getting shorter I shall be in LOS for good around November time.
I am having post depression blues now, and I am heading to LOS in 7 days time I just know that at the end of my next trip I will have to come back to the UK.
Bit of a bugger when you start getting deppressed before you leave.
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Posted on: 9:19 am on May 22, 2003
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peterpan
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Can you imagine what would happen if you could bottle this.
Drug you say its more than a drug , lets be honest with ourselves , its a way of life,If we could all live there tommorow. Most of us would be on the first plane out.
I have many a day when it is empty , I have lots of things to do and pleasures to be had but, nothing but nothing , would I give to just be walking down Sukumvit.
I think we should all arrange a holiday at the same time.
thinking about it I dont think that is a good idea after all LOL.
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Posted on: 3:15 pm on May 22, 2003
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bandit
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JackRabbit,
Bro, I am feeling the same way as you do already now and you are still one month ahead of me, LOL!
If you are really having 6 months to go, you should start to sing the blues! I will hit LOS in July to end my suffering...
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Posted on: 3:51 pm on May 22, 2003
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