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barrafish
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There is embarrasement on my part for relaying this information to you, but we are all grown men and some of you may find a bit of comfort in this topic.
I was having a problem with sexual urges. A banned BTF member came to my assistance and offered me advice on and help the subject. You see I had this craving for women, exploit them for my sexual gratifacation, no matter what the financial cost. I could not walk down the street, doing my daily chores without seeing a TG and thinking what I would like to do to her, 'Spread her legs, f*** her pussy and anus and then come in her mouth'. So when these urges came, I had to find a BG quickly and get to the nearest ST hotel room.
Trouble is, when I left the hotel and walked down the street, my eyes found another girl and so I would have to go through the same routine as the previous girl. After 2,3 or sometimes 4 girls in the day, I would return home thinking, "What a great day I've had" and thought this was normal behaviour in LOS. And as evening set in, I had not accomplished my chores for the day and would say to myself, "There is always tomorrow, I will do my jobs then". Sure enough the next day arrived and off I go and the same thing would happen, 2, 3 or 4 different girls. It was particularly hard when mates would visit me in BKK and they wanted to party around the go-go bars. We would walk in and within 2 or 3 mins looking at the girls, I would BF one and her to a ST room. My mates thought I was some sort of super-human f*** machine and would laugh it off. Some of the girls would say, "Wait I cum with you" and my usual reply was "Cum on someone else's time, not mine".
Pattaya Beach Road was good for this ST stuff. Walk along and grab a girl/lady of any age and just f*** the shit out of her. Finish with her and go looking for another one. I am talking about working girls over 20yo and up to 55yo. This merry go round did not stop for 5 months. The only respite I had was when I could not physically get a hard on with a new girl, and then I could do my chores.
Deep down I knew there was something amiss here, this can't be right what I am doing. I had lost about 5 or 6 kg and the body was tired, wearing out rapidly. I attended Bumrungrad Hosp. for a health check up to see if I had contracted a disease that could explain my weight loss and tiredness. After a couple of weeks of test's, they assured me I was healthy and OK, but the Dr. did say I had a mental sexuality problem and I should attend this particular clinic in Silom. They supplied vitamins at the Hosp. called HGH, a growth hormone pill that would kick start my body back into full swing and also suggested I eat a lot of canned sardines and horseradish. The advice from the Dr regarding this clinic went in one ear and out the other, I did not attend this clinic.
About 2 months ago I was having coffee at Starbucks opposite the Landmark Hotel on Sukhumvit with this banned member. During the conversation I timidly spoke of my attendance at Bumrungrad Hosp. He looked at me and said, "You have got the problem as well. There is help for this you know and it is a clinic at Silom". I said, "How do you know about this clinic ?", he said, "I hopalong there myself about every week".
He took me under his wing one evening to this clinic just after our conversation. It is not a clinic persay, more like a Alcoholics Annonymous meeting, but for men and women with this sexual disorder. I cannot say too much as it is annonymous, although I was surprised to see how many women attend the meeting's. One of women is English in her early 30's, average looking with blonde hair and great figure and has enormous boobs. She rightly covers herself from head to toe, but on some days she wear's a T shirt and it is difficult to talk with her about fornicating with women. I have imagined what she would have been like in her nymphonmanic adventure's. Bumrungrad Hosp has taken a further step with this outpatient clinic. If a new patient get's turned on in the meeting, there are 2 nurse's that will take you too a private room and give you a hand job. They keep the sperm for donor use in artificial insemination.
I attend a meeting every 2 day's and look forward to them. I stay in my apartment most of the time and never go to the bars or go-go bars, at least until I can bring this problem under control. All porn has been blocked from the computer and have thrown out at least 150-200 porn DVD's. I like LOS, it has much more to offer other than the girls.
There may not be many replies to this topic if any, but if a members wishe's to PM me, for any advice, I will treat any mail as confidential. For me so far so good.
Barrafish.
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Posted on: 11:58 pm on July 1, 2006
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LocalYokul
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WTF are you doing throwing perfectly good instructional videos (porn) away ?
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Posted on: 12:28 am on July 2, 2006
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seajohn
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Those nurses sound very kind. I think there's going to be a lot of baby Barrafishies born to happy unsuspecting families who purchased at Bamrungrad Stud Farm.
You are not alone. Despite my all outside whoring, my TGF still thinks doing it just twice every day with her is vaginally exhausting because of our relative genital sizes. Jobs, errands, chores--the trick is to very quickly do them in the small window period of penile exhaustion after ejaculation. You may have to really run though, but you'll find the cardio-pulmonary exercise refreshing. While you are running down the street (sidewalks are too crowded) it helps to vocalize as loud as you can your commitment to the chore, the mission, such as, "Postcard to Grannie!!!" or "I will buy a toothbrush!! A blue toothbrush!!!" This helps to keep the focus. Thais often stare in wonder at me as I pass, but my marathons are by now well known in my neighborhood and so I've become somewhat of a local fixture, albeit a mobile one. Shopkeepers hear me (I often scream in Thai) and prepare what I need long before I get there. Shoes and shirt are not really necessary for this, nor do you have time to put them on anyway. I've even had to leave in my boxers. You can start out by sprinting to the clinic and back. Then handle all your chores and transportation like this.
Good luck and stay focussed. You can beat this thing.
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Posted on: 2:03 am on July 2, 2006
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expatchuck
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Quote: from seajohn on 3:04 pm on July 2, 2006
....you can beat this thing.
If Barra continues down this path to self destruction, beating it may be his only course of gratification.
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Posted on: 2:56 am on July 2, 2006
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seajohn
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You know, EPC, I'm glad someone's taking this seriously. It's important that Barrafish know that he can share this suffering with such notable personalities as Michael "just beat it" Jackson and Princess "Aren't you a little short for a stormtrooper?" Leia.
And it goes even deeper. For me it's inconceivable to use my sexual organs in a way not consecrated by love and a long term acquaintance. I have taken several steps (not quite twelve yet, but I'm trying) to deal with it.
One is, I have often imbibed alchohol. This generates such a feeling of universal fraternity that I am more than happy to share with a newly found sister.
Two, I frequently participate in the oil massage craze. I know it's kind of a fad, but after a quarter of an hour of conversation while I am buck naked we have surely come to a more intimate understanding, much more than normally available in public beneath the guise of our worldly garb, at least of me which is half the battle won.
Three, I wander the roads searching for that special *ping* which none will deny is the essence of attraction at first sight. I have to admit before you all that I am a true romantic at heart. I have found this to be especially favorable late, very late, at night. The level of exhaustion of all parties lowers our defenses and thus allows our instincts--those dedicated by nature to the activity of love's promise--to have more say in our normally conscious egoistic willpower-controlled minds. How else can two people share the greatest blessing bestowed upon our biology?
I know that a truly spiritual activity is based on dedicated effort and compromise, so I keep trying. Any words of encouragement are appreciated.
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Posted on: 9:46 am on July 3, 2006
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retiredintahoe
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Quote: from barrafish on 5:59 am on July 2, 2006
"What a great day I've had" and thought this was normal behaviour in LOS. And as evening set in, I had not accomplished my chores for the day and would say to myself, "There is always tomorrow, I will do my jobs then". Sure enough the next day arrived and off I go and the same thing would happen, 2, 3 or 4 different girls.
Barra - good luck with your new regime. However, it is sad that while you can now do your jobs the Thai girls that you bestowed your favors upon must now work even harder. Perhaps some fellow BTF members can help them out.
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Posted on: 10:56 am on July 3, 2006
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barrafish
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LocalYokul,
I have found a few porn DVD's, thought I had thrown them all out. Today I will send them to your home by Thai Post and thankyou for your PM. The address of the Clinic has been sent to you vide a PM as requested.
SJ,
My dear friend. Have you attempted to find your elusive love 'ping' in the dying hours of day or the early hours of a new dawn. May I suggest a sobering different approach, "Start the search early in the day". This way you may be assured that the crack of heaven has not been violated for at least 8 hours. When you see that special 'Ping', politely ask if her wound has healed or in the process of reconstruction. If it is the latter, move on. Nothing worse than trying to repair a construction site with more damage.
RIT,
I did not realise how easy it is for me to do my daily chores now. Walking down the street is easy with a set of blinkers supplied to me by a local horse trainer who happens to be a member of the clinic. By looking straight ahead, I cannot look sideways at the temptations.
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Posted on: 7:26 pm on July 3, 2006
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seajohn
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Sound advice. In the future road encounters I will put my ear to her anus and first tap her left buttock, rather like someone purchasing a watermelon, to determine its consistency and help my decision.
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Posted on: 8:22 pm on July 3, 2006
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S M E G M A
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Quote: from barrafish on 12:59 pm on July 2, 2006
.... I attend a meeting every 2 day's and look forward to them....
Very willing and easy to come free hand jobs from totally strange women without uttering a word? I would also look forward to them.
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Posted on: 10:48 pm on July 3, 2006
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LocalYokul
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Quote: from barrafish on 8:27 am on July 4, 2006
address of the Clinic has been sent to you
thanks but I don't think I'll be cummin' by there any time soon
but I do need therapy, my GF is really adamant now that I do f*** too much
I always knew it, but it's become a problem lately, as she looks like she went thru hell after a weekend with me
maybe I will just titty-f*** and get BJs more often
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Posted on: 11:20 pm on July 3, 2006
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